feelin... stupidly and sickly melancholic

...outside's drizzling steadily,
here, Des'ree's Kissing You...
.......
.......

pride can stand thousand trials
The strong will never fall
But watching stars without you
My soul cries

Heaving heart is full of pain
Ohh, ahh the aching
'cause i'm kissing you, ahh
I'm kissing you, love

Touch me deep, pure and true
Give to me forever
'cause i'm kissing you, ahh
I'm kissing you love

And where are you now
Where are you now
'cause i'm kissing you
I'm kissing you, love

.....
oh yes and i can say that my heart is not in its default stage.
should i find a way to cope with it or should i just justify it?
.....
ah none.
cheesingly romantic, and irritating, and spoiled, and weak, and 'menye'ish..
ah none.
just none.

hmm... zzzzzzzz.....